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I love everything beauty, I have a youtube channel and a beauty blog. But that's not all Im about. This blog is a place where I tell you everything else thats not beauty related. I will be doing alot of cool stuff on here. Now you can get to know me and we can share something more than beauty. If you have any requests or questions leave me a comment. I love giving advice.
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Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Where is Steph??

Hei everyone! Its been a while since I talked to you guys on here! Ok so lets just make this post an update on my blog! School started like 3 weeks ago and its been super busy. I also am in the Miss New Jersey Beauty Pageant this year. I literally have no time for myself and at first it was really getting to me. Thats the first thing I want to talk about. Stress and Time! For the past 2 weeks I have been adding alot of new things to my already busy plans, including school, job interviews, pageant events, traveling plans and more. At the beginning, I was really over whelmed and I felt like there was so much to do that I didn't have enough time to take care of me. My room started to get messy because there was no time ( by the way It really u=bugs me when my room is messy and unorganized) My school work wasn't getting done on time, and I would tend to forget things easily because so much things were going on in my mind. So one day I got home and I just broke down and cried it all out. That day I realized something, I realized that you need to take one thing at a time, So I got my self back to organized. I wrote all my to do's and important dates in my planner, Like due dates for home works, doctors appointments, bill due dates etc. In the morning instead of thinking of the long list of things you have to do, I started from the top. Ok so the first thing I have to do is get ready for the interview (or what ever was first) so I would focus on that instead of having everything at once in my head. Also remember if there is a problem there is a solution, be positive and think of ways you can solve that problem and then move on to the next thing. Now I am finally get into the order of things. I like being busy, but this was a lesson learned in my book. If your going through this problem or ever find your self in a similar situation, just remember, take it one step at a time, don't try to do everything all at once. Any ways now that I said that, let me update yo on what is going on. I am going to be competing in my pageant in a week and a half. 'how exciting" jump jump! Its my first time and I am hoping and praying for the best. Right after my pageant I am going to go to Europe again to my cusions wedding. I am also going to visit all my family since last time I was there I didn't get to see them. Speaking of that, I am no longer with Brian.. I know I know.. Its sad, but I decided that for now I am better off being single. I have alot of things to focus on and he was just not making the cut. Anyways, I only post this kind of info on my blog cause I feel that its a good way to say things like this! Ohhh ya and I am looking for a college part time job, I tried doing a full time job and full time college and it didn't work out to good.. So I am looking for a part time.. I will keep you guys updated on everything, but for now stay tuned. I will try to update all my blogs and YouTube channels more, I just have been M.I.A. but thats because of what I wrote in the beginning of this post.. =) well thanks for subscribing to my blogs. talk to you soon.. kisses and pooh bear hugs! =)