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I love everything beauty, I have a youtube channel and a beauty blog. But that's not all Im about. This blog is a place where I tell you everything else thats not beauty related. I will be doing alot of cool stuff on here. Now you can get to know me and we can share something more than beauty. If you have any requests or questions leave me a comment. I love giving advice.
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Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Where's my boyfriend?

Ok so I don't usually like to talk about my personal life on you tube or blogs but, I am going to make an exception on it this time. As you all know, I had a boyfriend. (he was in my Europe video on my beauty channel (here is that video link incase you wanna see who I am talking about: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ScefckyCUjQ ) after we came from europe in August, him and I broke up. It just wasn't working out anymore. You see, me and him go along way back. He was the longest relationship I ever had. He was the first and only guy so far that I ever loved. Because of him, I know what love feels like. Love is a crazy feeling because no matter how long it takes for you to feel it, it takes alot longer to get rid of. Yes, once you love someone you can't just not love them anymore out of the blue. If you do, then the feelings you had weren't as strongly as you thought they were. When you really truly feel love for someone you struggle to let go, even if you wanna let go. Any ways, I always knew that I needed to let go of this guy because I wasn't 100% happy. I loved his family, his career, and at one point I loved him. But after so many years of him doing things that hurt me and put me down, that it started to affect my true feelings. I wanted to be with some one that made me feel like I deserve to feel, "HAPPY". It took along time to actually really do it, to take the step I knew I needed to take and let go! I had tried letting go a summer ago and it all fail because I wasn't ready and I wasn't strong enough. But this time I actually did it! And Im so happy! It feels great to be free! I am worth so much more than that and I would like to dedicate a song to me. (This song is how I feel right now here is the link listen to it its great:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7a-LkJuMV6c ) I know I am not the only one who feels this way. So If you are in a broken relationship right now. If you feel lost and hurt and you don't feel like you are happy, you need to think about yourself and forget about him. Because he dosn't make you who you are, you make you who you are! I know it may seem hard now but once you do it you will feel like the world is yours and you will finally feel happy! I hope you guys enjoyed my little heart to heart talk .. lol.. I don't usually get all emotional on you but I thought I would be inspirational today! have a happy day everyone. remember if you have any questions please leave them below! bye bye


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